Create your future

I will come to New york, Paris, Milan, Japan, Italy, London and traveling around the world! That's my future. I will trying to find a way to make this come true! I want to be a designer or anything about fashion. I want to work like on Ugly Betty as designer fashion or magazine editor.

I want to meet my future. I planned to school in Polimoda with my best friend or anything in fashion school, actually i want to school in New york or paris or Italy and be a success girl as designer! But the problem is i dont have enough money to go there and i wish there's a way to make it comes true as long as i'm serious to run it. Some people say if that will never happen but i should have a bright future. I will study hard and i won't stop to fight for it. Somehow it'll comes true. Amen!
Like some people say..


"Love life. Love people in your life. Live how you want never give up on your dreams. They are all you got." -Garret Nickelsen


"If you can dream it. You can do it." -Walt Disney

No matter how i can hanging on there and doing to catch my dream, i'll always fight for that. I need my bright future to makes my life be perfect. Maybe i will go to New york, Paris, Milan and other fashion city but it just

But i still believe it'll happens and i'll make my life be happier than this, no matter how hardly and painful is it to waiting for something that i never knew it'll happens or not but i still keep doing what i'm doing now i still work hard to catch it.

I'm also have my future husband. I don't know i choose keep not because he's handsome or his abs or anything it because just him who could makes me smile when i'm sad, cheers me up when i get down, makes me laugh when i start crying. Everytime i feel so lonely and tired of everything i just look at him and i have no idea all my pain is go away and he's also makes my dreams come true because i get more happyness because him even sometimes i just keep telling my self if he has his own life and he doesn't know you at all. I realized if he's a famous model and i'm nothing. I have no idea i just feel comfort and i'm happy everytime i see his photo. But i don't think so if one day i'll meet him, i love him but i don't know what to do. I can't explain these feelings i have to him i just love him and i want him be only mine. I know so many people out there who feel and do like this and love him but i just feel different. It's usual for me to loving someone out there who doesn't know me at all but this is different. I just feel he's the only one in this entire world who understand me just with his smile and his face. I start smiling and i stop crying, i feel all this pain go away. I love him so badly and i don't know if he's my future or not. I just believe because one night i dreamed about him until i wake up and from that i just can't stop dream if he's my future husband and i will meet him in the future one day. He's a model and i'm as a designer. And let me intruduce my future husband to you

Francisco Lachowski ♥

Keep doing what you're doing.

I'm a dreamer and have a lot of many fantasy in my mind but sometimes i just keep telling myself if it'll never comes true so sometimes i'm scared of dreaming cause i dreamed too much and i can't explain how painful is it to wait for something that i know it'll never comes. Everyday i'm always pray and begging if someday my dream will come true anad i'm promise i'll always fight for it!

My life full of happiness, love, peace and smile. I think it would be perfect and live with people who love and will never hurt me. That's so different with reality, HUHUHUHU why i can't go back to my old life and living with my old friends who always love me. But now i think my friends so busy with their own life. How hardly i can find a happyness in my life with these people who just think their own life. I want to skip this part. I need my new life. With more happyness and this pain could go away, more fresh and could be stronger than this. I'm tired of life and dramas. Why people never think twice before they do it and someone gets hurt of them. I want to be happy without any problem. Happyness♥

So from now i will fight for my happyness and start to living life. Keep doing what you're doing♥